21 June 2011

"Be kinder than necessary for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."

Lance Endres, I hope they find you alive. I don't think I'll ever be able to take Xanax ever again without thinking about you. I'm glad I got to say goodbye to you at Brad and Sara's wedding. You looked like you were truly enjoying yourself. I hope it wasn't all a front. Please just be alive.

I don't know how I'm going to sit through Hooter's today and "appreciate" it. I don't feel good and now I'm upset and I had an awkward dream and I binged last night and everything seems to be going downward. I need a lot of pot right now and a lot of cigarettes. An equal part of coffee would be nice too.

1 comment:

  1. Back in my "I don't care if I'm fat days," I would have smoked a giant doobie, went to IHOP/Perkins with my friends, and ate a ridiculous amount of pancakes, and smoked a ton of cigarettes.

    Oh and lots of coffee, too.

    I hope your friend is okay. S/he's in my thoughts.