I'm scared to look at the scale for sure. First because I'm extremely bloated right now and second because I know that my hard work is going to suffer tomorrow. Well, technically today.
I have to wake up early to get ready and go to my boyfriend's brother's girlfriend's graduation. Her family and my boyfriend's family are joining together the whole day. I got invited so I felt obligated to go. I have to have a "light" lunch with all of those people and my boyfriend's grandmother. Then I have to go out to dinner with all of these people. Tomorrow's gonna be a fail day and today was an "oopsy" day. I was only off my 500 calories by tops 230 calories. I'm trying to see it as a positive thing since tomorrow my body's going to be overwhelmed. Not to mention, it's helping to boost my metabolism (both days). It'll be easier next week since I have no big plans like this except for the 18th which is actually going to be happening. With no food. Just drugs and alcohol and people YAY! My three favorite things... besides cigarettes, lol.
I probably won't be pleased to get on the scale and I think as a back-up I'm not going to weigh myself the Sunday coming up. I don't want the food weight/water weight to disappoint me... unless I'm in a binging mood, in which, I will weigh myself ALL day as a reminder as to why I need to restrict down. Potentially hitting the gym for an hour or two on Sunday just to keep my mind off of the negative that my body's going to feel.