I am SO fucking sick of reading "OMG I WANT TO KILL MYSELF" posts on PT. If you want to kill yourself then by all means do it. Stop trying to seek attention just because you ate a scoop of ice cream. Your body is hungry, just fucking feed it.
I'm sick of people putting their threads about killing themselves or dumb coincidences in the wrong section of the forum. Hi people there's a reason why different sections were created, let's try to look into them a little more so then the shit I actually need answered doesn't get clogged up by your fucking fake suicide notes and dumb coincidences. JFC.

Anyways, today has been an amazing day. I actually left my house to go work out at the gym I'm a member at. I got a call for a new job opportunity since the Center for Disabilities ended up fucking me over for the fifth time now. Unfortunately I have to take a drug test (fuck me sideways) but my sister calculated my body fat with this thing she has and apparently I'm only 7% body fat. Besides a scorn talking to by my sister, I'm happy with this and gives me even more of a shot of passing the drug test since marijuana is a fat soluble drug, meaning, it stays stored in fat cells. The less fat cells you have the less metabolites there is the be excreted oh yeah! I'll be so fucking upset if I can't get this job. It could either make me or break me basically.
I can't believe I have to stay pot free for over a week. I might be forced to commit suicide, or write fake notes on Pretty Thin and hope to god people tell me the same things over and over again, OMG WE ALL LUV U BE SAFE IF U NEED ME CALL MEH. Seriously... I wish some people would so then the they could prove me wrong. But they won't.

Burnt 493 calories at the gym. Wish I hit 500, I'm retarded when it comes to math though, apparently lol. Had my 130 calorie Activia (fuck the blueberry kind for being 10 calories more than the strawberry which tastes better anyways). My sister is making rice and kabobs tonight for dinner while my parents go out. Mikey's bringing me a slice of cake he'll force me to eat, fuck. They say that the average slice of cake is around 644 calories, I'll try eating half of it even though I'm a fat fuck when there's food in my face. I wish I could just restrict all day everyday.
Tomorrow I'm taking an Adderall and drinking all day. I'll be around a shit ton of people and won't need to snack because I won't feel hungry woohoo! I'll be forced to eat three meals but maybe I can convince Mikey to do some swimming with me in order to exercise.

I have to drive around my sister and her 21 year old college friends around downtown Albany tonight, sober. JFC, when am I ever gonna get a break?